Truly Disappointing

Monday, March 13, 2006

Sex Panther- The Finale

well handjob came over. it was nice to not feel awkward with someone considering we were both naked. its funny how you can get over those hangups kinda quickly once you get goin, ya know. so yeah, he did some stuff, i did some stuff. he got really close to gettin me there, but alas, no cigar. of course my masturbating numerous times today did not help with him getting the job done. it just takes longer each successive time to get there. oh well. there is some hope of having a semi-normal sexual experience, just next time no pre-touching should occur.

and i think the fact that it went ok has something to do with my personal de-stagmatization of sex. i used to get so worried about whether me doing something sexual made me look like an "easy" girl or whatnot. i dont have those worries so much anymore. least not in this experience. im not quite sure where i lost those worries, but hopefully theyre gone.

but yeah, generally a good experience even though i didnt get the dessert. handjobs my buddy and we're close so its not a big deal. ive never fucked a friend before. its an interesting change. im not sure how to describe it. i guess what it comes down to is its ok. whatever weird or good or whatnot goes down, its ok.

and yeah, the reality is never as good as the fantasy. lol!

5 Comments:

  • dinner can be as good as dessert, though I have to say that I like a full meal.

    You realize that you did today what dog-leaver Andy used to do to you, though, right?

    By Blogger kT, at 10:36 AM  

  • im totally not following you at all. what are you talking about??

    By Blogger Susan, at 2:31 PM  

  • Every morning. In the shower. With a "one O a day" limit.

    By Blogger kT, at 4:17 PM  

  • ok see he stopped banging me because he stopped loving me like that so that was his way of distancing himself. but yeah i vaguely remember something about the one O daily. with me it wasnt on purpose. the mood struck, again and again, and it happened to have a negative result. so basically, it aint the same yo.

    By Blogger Susan, at 1:40 AM  

  • All I meant was that maybe this is a learning experience and you should keep in mind that anticipation will make the two-person session even better. Regardless of how many times the mood strikes you.

    By Blogger kT, at 10:09 AM  

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