Truly Disappointing

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Emotional Rollercoaster

i gotta be honest, im a little sad about kts blog. she mentioned it before and i wanna say she said it was for herself but shit everybodys been over there on it and commenting. i just found it today and read through some of the posts. i feel so left out. theres stuff in there i didnt know about. as somebody who sees herself as a close friend of kt i feel shitty. maybe im just in one of those moods. i have been a little more verklempty lately. but that explains why her posts here arent very big. and shit, do we not have outside readers? nobody new ever posts comments here. is this blog that shitty? kt doesnt even have a link to it on her blog. am i that uninteresting?! please people of the blogosphere lemme know just what you think...

are we going through a phase of growing apart? then again who am i not growing away from these days. i become more and more insular as the weeks pass it seems. its just that i view kt as one of my best friends and it hurts to think im not included. perhaps im just being irrational. i dunno. this is the emotional rollercoaster...watch it go up, watch it go down.....

3 Comments:

  • not that you probably care - i'm in a nobody likes me everybody hates me guess i'll go eat worms kind of mood - but i find your posts interesting and enjoy reading them.

    By Blogger Cooth, at 9:11 AM  

  • no i do care. ive been wondering where youve been. ive missed cathy posts.

    but yeah i am feeling a little dude on the grassy knoll its all a conspiracy of people who hate me lately. not sure why. funny how those moods pop up every once in a while.

    By Blogger Susan, at 5:04 AM  

  • you added face! lookin' good!

    By Blogger Cooth, at 6:35 AM  

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