Truly Disappointing

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Do the Hand Job, Baby

yes kt i agree. why bother with it all if its not fun in one way or another. and yes theres immense pleasure one can get from giving and teasing and making it all about the other person's enjoyment. as for my handjob experience recently, it was actually fun at the start. he was touching me and my vagina was reacting in that yummy warm way it should and i was excited and relieved it still worked. and then i took the focus off me and started lubbing up his junk and off we went. if any of this hanky panky happens again there needs to be conversation regarding my needs being addressed. part of the reason i wasnt all drop trowed was frankly because i hadnt pruned the shrub down there. but at one point it felt so good i was like shoot am i gonna actually have a need for those condoms in that box of elexa. so things were feelin fine but i got sidetracked. though yes he should have been like hey baby its your turn.

but frankly and i hope nobody thinks this, the whole deal wasnt and isnt drama or a big deal. me and him are friends and thats it and thats ok. sometimes its nice to kiss or touch or whatever. in this case we both are on the same page and theres no future expectation of anything more than what already is. whether thats good, bad, or in between i dunno. but please i hope yall dont think im some weird sad prostitute-like person who finds men to bang and then cries while the dick action is going on. its so not self-destructive like that. i hate feeling like im the only person here perceived as being dysfunctional. lol!

and pinky you need to explain the movie reference. i wanna say ive seen part of that movie but im not sure. i may be confusing it with gas, food, lodging. and please tell me that character isnt that sad fuck type. please! lol!

so with all that said can we all at least give a big hell yeah to my still functioning vagina?! i think i got a little of my vagina confidence back. or i was just really really randy. either way, yippee vagina!!!

1 Comments:

  • Next time, use it!

    Dude. We're all dysfunctional. Well, probably. Daniel's just the disappearing man.

    Me? Well, I've aired enough of my issues. They just don't happen to be sexual.....

    By Blogger kT, at 11:45 AM  

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